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I was right at not believing in love. Even if it did exist, it is never enough. It doesn't last. It does exist, I suppose, but I don't believe in it. Yet I love and I am loved. But is it love? Is it what I seek? (Note the contradictions here)
Today marks a day in my calendar. The day I was hit head-on against reality. Reality is tough, I don't want to face it.
If any wonders, I am fine. Everything's remained pretty much the same. It all depends on our next move, but I lost faith, I lost hope, I lost will, I lost strengh, I lost illusion, I lost... Myself. Now on a journey to find myself ☺️
Today marks a day in my calendar. The day I was hit head-on against reality. Reality is tough, I don't want to face it.
If any wonders, I am fine. Everything's remained pretty much the same. It all depends on our next move, but I lost faith, I lost hope, I lost will, I lost strengh, I lost illusion, I lost... Myself. Now on a journey to find myself ☺️
Bored? READ a story about fighting depression
What would you do if I tried to drown myself in sadness? Probably unwise of me to write this on facebook but I am not going to call anyone to depress them at midnight. It's not my intention to get any messages of concern for me. I just want you to know that I have been trying, and I've tried. I wish there would be a day I won't rely on SNS to vent. But right now, I need to. Skip if you don't want to feel concerned, or imagine you are just reading a novel.
I have been trying really hard for the past few months to remind myself of eating, going to sleep, engage in activities, do homework, tidy my room, stop crying, play the piano, smiling, tryi
Crushed dreams
Unimportant regular random prose. I wanted to be a writer/poet while younger, gave up due to lack of skills.
I guess sometimes your selfishness can hurt someone beyond repair. Even you get hurt until you lose sense. Sometimes, one just wishes for everything to remain the same. Sometimes, we neglect things that aren't true, because we hope it will work, because we cling onto the things that are true. Sometimes, we just don't want to let go. Somehow, we just don't want to stop being loved by the ones you love.
Somehow, I keep wondering how my life would be if I weren't as selfish. Somehow, I wonder if it could ever go back as it was. Only tim
I made a portfolio!
I know I hardly ever use deviantArt nowadays, but I am thinking on returning once I draw more frequently but I wanted to share with you guys my newest portfolio!!
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK AND IF YOU SEE THIS, MAKE ME KNOW :)
~bunnyloveplz (https://www.deviantart.com/bunnyloveplz) :heart:
PORFOLIO HERE
GIVEAWAY, COMING BACK? AND facebook PAGE
[EDIT] just forgot to mention today was the last day to for my giveaway giveaway link (:)) details there, mostly custom portrait giveaway. I was so obssessed with that for a while that it really put me down to see almost nobody was interested in joining hahahaha but it surprised me to see my languages teacher joining xD
Hi guys! I don't know if I am ever going to be back here as I used to be since I no longer feel I can create good content and receive good feedback... I am still working on it, I know it recquires time to build the page again but all this time that I've been away I've come to realise that I don't know if I will ever be the sa
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